I don't know how to relay a certain deja-vu feeling but this dotty intuitive feeling has crept back into me like a noon shadow. The last time I was visited by such inferior feeling was eons ago when I was scrapping off my nerves and brains cooking banking journals and books.
But this new complexion is pretty disturbing when I've been singled out for a lame folly. I can randomly pick like ten other colleagues who had played traunt and got away with it or left off the hook. I keep wondering why its ONLY me.
There could be one too many reasons or there could be none. It could be anybody's guess. The saying 'Lightning never strikes twice the same place," I think I can kiss that goodbye coz lightning can strike more than twice and much too often.
Nevertheless, its a dog eat dog world and you're required to swim and wiggle thru' this spate of 'inferiority' thing. I can't sit and rue over it alas TRY to brave and overcome it. Hope this twister of an episode passes me soon like a morning dream. There is more to life than work out there. Need to find the elixir and drink the sane potion to kill the negation in me.
Wise ones say - stay positive for storms over time do come to pass.
Who said that anyway?
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